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so, finally m done with both my lab externals this semister,looks like with decent grades too! mewp was techincally more easier compared to today,though i had a feelin that vlsi would go better, it dint happen so, but dint cause a serious trouble either,n here i am,dunno wat to do, so bored that m writing an entry on my exams! in vlsi i got the 16-1 mux, software toh i copied the code from an existing comp , was literally shivering when i was doin that but still, i managed yay! :P

n yeah, yest night, after a mind full of vlsi codes n diagrams, dunno what happnd to me when i was listenin to my radio, some adnan sami track was playin,n i dunno wat caused it, but i messaged bhubhu, ah, n yeah i was not expecting a reply though, n i got one! i mean, i was all prepared not to reply, but i had to... n yeah, spoke about random crap, about how he accused me of being busy, n of how i accused him of ignoring me, n blah blah blah.. until ma mom, who unfortunately slept in ma room yest night,m guessing saw me messagin in the middle of the night, n she wakes up n demands for the fone!( remembering the sad days when ma fone was taken away from me every single day.. sob sob)
n the bloody damn lady here in the net lab just asked me to get ma id card, damn these pity ppl, dont let s sit in peace n get bored too! :(
ok...so where was i....yeah.. ma fone was taken, n i gave it away with most regret of messagin him,damn i dint have to! yeah, m like sure, that the pesterin will start now... so sure, damn... i jus put my head in the fire! i mean, m like so fond of trouble i see,i mean, i call it when its not near me, wat the hell,..
ok... k now i am seriously so bored, ok one good thing is that this comp atleast les me read manga! right now, i just started readin "basilisk" .. looks good! but, sounds like a same old romeo-juliet story, fight between two clans!

so...wat more to talk about, anji n adi left off early, i got stuck bk in col here, could have met dacoola but not fated to do so i guess, plan got cancelled! exams start in another 3 days man!! *freaaaaaakkkkkkkkkkoutt*

oki...some time passed, i was plannin to go get maself a drink, but..gotta travel so much 4 it, n m jobless anyways, but still too lazy n tired to wander arnd.. n yeah i kno m writng crap!!! but... cant help it.... this is ma only time pass!!

oki, guess i'll leave now, wil try doin somethin useful,damn fone battery low, no radio! :( hm..gotta go home, cool ma head, maybe sleep 4 sometime, play slingfire possibly, then make a resolution to get up early tomro n start studyin as usual,lets see how much of a reality wil that become! anyways.. basilisk seems pretty interesting, atleast for the "ninja" part of it! :D

ja ne!

hehe.... i was jus cleaning the waste paper of my bag, n i found it.... small , not very legible writing, on two small note-pad papers... n u kno what it is... its the small thing i wrote in the train when we were on our way to the trip, just few hours before gettin off the train that took is from hyd to that heavenly place away from here.. i read it, n man...all those memories came bk as real as this comp is right now! but sadly... i dint compelete what i was writing obviously because someone might have just come to me n started off that convo of how long to get off the train now n likes.. anyways, i would like to share with you what i had written, might sound really silly, but its something close to my heart, one of the very few good memories i actually penned down :)

"
The cold breeze,swift and chill,hitting hard on the face,sights of small little huts n houses,just like the ones u had seen in the paintings!feels nice to actually see this 'grameen' life alive away from the bustling crowded life of hyd. these train tracks i m seeing now,must have taken so many people to their destinations! they look like toys amidst the loads of greenery and suddenly the loud noise of an equally speedy train passing u in the opposite direction takes my eyes of the train window which i dint want to touch til now. And watching these guys all dressed and ready n driving off on their 'luna' in their lungis :P
I think i jus saw a maize field !!oh.. n the long lost sight of a bullock-cart..wow,watching the far off hills covered in trees with their peaks hardly seen under the clouds. Ok n i jus saw a huge statue of what i think is a goddess here, very beautiful.N the train is slowing down now,giving me a chance to get hold on my writing whoch is goin wary again due to the cold.....SALEM JUNCTION it says here, coolie's waiting looking for people with luggage,a gal standing with her dad looking curious, a grand-dad carrying his cute little grandson... and we move again.A pond with water still as glass, a very steep hill sorts and one of those temples again.And these houses, look like they are neatly carved out of something!
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ah,thats all i have written, wish i could write more,so beautiful it was indeed that train journey.. wanna be there again! *reminiscing the trip*
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 ah... so finally.. attended the last day of col before the intra sem break  started...day was oki.. very general... came home.. darn my transistor aint workin.. happens whenever i need it the most :( dunno wat these hols will be like.. peace or no peace..  no contact wid dacoola...  boring ! hmm..  i miss my transistor....how wil i survive thru the night now.. aarrrggghh ! n yeah... yash n anji gave off their presentations today.. adi toh gave off long bk.. so that leaves only me ... gotta do some paper also.. dunno how much i'll be able to do |!
  hopin the sun tomoro gets a good day! :)

 my transistor !!! waaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh :(

i jus wanna touch the sky !!!!!!!!!!!!!!


m so so so happy right now, i  just got the  passes for edd-fest, n also my train ticks are done...wowowo....yay .. i am so happy ! !!

< jumping with joy>.. k dad here !
cant type wil tomro !

  YES THEY'VE GOT ME !
Man i dunt believe this...... i... that is me... yeah.. I actually got permission to go to b"lore wid ma pals !!!!!!!!!!! < jumping arnd >... i cant believe ma luck.... is this actually happenein..... n the highlight of it all.... i'll get to attend MAIDEN'S CONCERT that is 17th............... foronce ...... a concert, away from home, jus me n frenz , no worries ! Sounds so so amazing,,..,..but wil my anxiety fetch me results ......very apprahensive i am right now..... heart beat counts r faster than a D.C motor speed ! Oh god how i wish this works out all fine ... n i get to goto bangy n have all the fun i have dreamt off !!

 yeah anji n appu had come home to talk to my dad, cant tel u wat i was feeling before we went home yest!  But, Yes, ...anji's face n appu's talkin did it all !!!...my dad actually told them that u can go ! tho not after a lil time of listenin about how we dunno wat the world is like !.... but in the end.. i got the persmission... oh my god ! i stil cant believe ! (some one pinch me ) but yes...not so easy...stil gotta get the passes, n dint ask dad if i get the travel paid or no?... god how to do that now.... n yeah  i am freakin out....cuz anji n appu want ta get the passes off today only but i cant arrange it by today... if only i culd just ask my dad, but no.. i just spoke to sweetu, guess she'll help  me again this time... n the train ticks need to be boooked.... anji is leaving out of station too.... finally it has to be done by tomoro evening...gosh so much less time... n my health....damn, dusnt seem to be gettin any better :(

 N  even harin dusnt seem to have spoken to either his folks or Delay too.... i jus wish he does n lets me kno soon enuff so dat we can book out train ticks together ! it'l be so much fun in the train, all of us , loads of fun..wowo.... had dreamt of something  like this :D !!

 n i just cant seem to control myself , happiness overflowing in me.... but they many things r to be finalised yet !!  i hope we r able to pull this one thing off properly ! n i really wanna thank dad n mom !!!!! thnx dad...thnx a lot !!!!!!!!!!!!

n i have ta shut the pc now, if i want things to be gud...jus cant wait  for 16th !!!  :D :D

  YES THEY'VE GOT ME !
Man i dunt believe this...... i... that is me... yeah.. I actually got permission to go to b"lore wid ma pals !!!!!!!!!!! < jumping arnd >... i cant believe ma luck.... is this actually happenein..... n the highlight of it all.... i'll get to attend MAIDEN'S CONCERT that is 17th............... foronce ...... a concert, away from home, jus me n frenz , no worries ! Sounds so so amazing,,..,..but wil my anxiety fetch me results ......very apprahensive i am right now..... heart beat counts r faster than a D.C motor speed ! Oh god how i wish this works out all fine ... n i get to goto bangy n have all the fun i have dreamt off !!

 yeah anji n appu had come home to talk to my dad, cant tel u wat i was feeling before we went home yest!  But, Yes, ...anji's face n appu's talkin did it all !!!...my dad actually told them that u can go ! tho not after a lil time of listenin about how we dunno wat the world is like !.... but in the end.. i got the persmission... oh my god ! i stil cant believe ! (some one pinch me ) but yes...not so easy...stil gotta get the passes, n dint ask dad if i get the travel paid or no?... god how to do that now.... n yeah  i am freakin out....cuz anji n appu want ta get the passes off today only but i cant arrange it by today... if only i culd just ask my dad, but no.. i just spoke to sweetu, guess she'll help  me again this time... n the train ticks need to be boooked.... anji is leaving out of station too.... finally it has to be done by tomoro evening...gosh so much less time... n my health....damn, dusnt seem to be gettin any better :(

 N  even harin dusnt seem to have spoken to either his folks or Delay too.... i jus wish he does n lets me kno soon enuff so dat we can book out train ticks together ! it'l be so much fun in the train, all of us , loads of fun..wowo.... had dreamt of something  like this :D !!

 n i just cant seem to control myself , happiness overflowing in me.... but they many things r to be finalised yet !!  i hope we r able to pull this one thing off properly ! n i really wanna thank dad n mom !!!!! thnx dad...thnx a lot !!!!!!!!!!!!

n i have ta shut the pc now, if i want things to be gud...jus cant wait  for 16th !!!  :D :D

hmm,

yaa...writing here after so so long, feesl grt... n today was also a grt day, we bunked.. all went to chittu's sisters college fest...was in some place in abids.... we had fun tho... out college won so many prizes! i n anji got the runners up in Patch-work... got a certi, a momento, n some buk! but we also made it to the final 3 for the Miss Chrysalis title!.. we had fun in all...came home after havin some nice walnut brownie in CCD. N ya.. i m missin this fella, hez out in some shiity marriage kathe.... n it seems i have a test tomoro.,.. i mean , a test , in Analog communications,....god its gonna be bad, aarincaar expects us to do awesomely wel in it.. but how wil we?

|Oh thats a very shitty tension i have right now... .. and this whole thin wid shiv,.. i really dunno wats goin on... n i dont want to kno for now! well there is so much i stil want to write but i guess ma folks r gonna be bk soon, i i cant as such!

i'll try puttin it up asap... n yaa, niki was so helpful today! And i really dunt wanna go to col tomoro...havent been goin for two days now.... da day before i was at yashu's place the whole day.. saw bleach al day... man bleach rockS!! ok i cant be puttin in more as there's some breach of privacy here !

Til i write again...chao!

Okie,
I dint go to col today also.....hm....did nuhtin except hurt myself again, slipped off n broke off my knee....gawd....i already am not able to get over this cold n da bad throat...n plus this new injury......wats happenin to me ?

Anyways.....got up late in da morn....opened da pc as usual...read some lyrivs...god people wire so well n true....awsome.....wil i ever be able to put in words wat i want to n people will appreciate me fo it ??

Hope things wil be like that, how i want them to be soon.....i wil work for it......duno wat happened at col today....hm.. i really wanted 6tan n nikis to patch up..but looks like it aint workin...hoping for things to be alrite soon!
Hm...wonder wat yashu is doin?...did she go to col today or no....hm god i have to see that ass hod's face again tomoro....

Dats all for now.....waiting for 6 pm.... ;o)

Okie....27th my net is goin to be off from ma house.,...aww dats so bad!
Nyways.... hope i get atleast one properly workin pc in da net lab durin those days... :)

til den....Everyone is a stranger!!!!!!

Well,

Ya me here again...ok...din fil in since 19th...dats quiet long ya i know.....so da news is i broke  my bk yesterday...well u can say i slipped off the stairs wen i was runnin to get to the bus...which i always do...so the fault lies with the wet stairs n not me !!!!!!


 And today,....was pretty gud....din have much to do...just had the lab in the mornin...we were left off 2 hrs early.....omg...aint that incredible.....!!...so yes after being  let off early...i went to the most lovely place n the only nice place in th whole col....my P.T room.......hm... n then played tt for like 1 hr..after that,.....i and anji did wat all ppl do...sit lazily in the lawn of the campus....dint attend a class......oh my god again...but yes.......my luck is i dunno y...favouring me....i wil be gettin da attendance apparently......which i dun believe..but just want to since it makes me feel better. So nuthing about the attendance today....if u see i attended all classes today !...yay !!

Ok...now i was tellin that i n anji were sittin on the lawn....n well yes i did write something like a song....so we both finally managed to compose a tune for our song....aww....i wont be able to go to the guitar classes :(......but oh my god the song is everything a college student feels......i did a pretty gud job i guess...soon i wish to compose music for da whole song ! Well 24th was yet another day...i am worried about it...jus hope things dun turn out to be as bad as i am fearing ! For once ...plz my luck, help me !!!
I havent let in about the song to yashu,.....i now plan to go take her also to the pt room n on the way i shall enlighten her !!
after this i wil have to saty in the darncampus til 5 or sumting..until da bus leaves....i wish i culd jus be in home...widout havin  to wait in da campus...oh wait...anji wil be joinin me in the bus i guess....so it wont be that bad !!! I am feelin better now...even caz i am in this cozy room..n also caz i have blurted about all wat i had on my head ! (phew!!)
Spoke to ravasan on yahoo today...yay...yes i sneaked in again...but it feels nice to break college rules !!!
 Well.... me runnin outta time now agiain....got kami chan......so wil make her play tt wid me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 k den have to stop writing if i have to drag her,
so bye !!

Well....i am not able to activate the rich text mode...si i have no other option but to continue like this,...well..had a real borin day...was lukin 4ward for sumthing which failed miserably....Gosh this happens to me all the time....guess i must learn now tat things wont work with me !!

On the brght side...had a seminarto attend ...was our 1st one...welll cant say it was boring exactly.....wel..it was fun ....anji won a headset ! Considerin how bad my luck now is....i dunno how soon i am to being kicked out from this pc,....y y do only da faculty get to u se such cool pc's!!
n hey yay...i jus found yashu....she just donated her blood !!"....she gr8 ! now i now y she disappeared frm da seminar...nyways,....i am feelin low.....dunno wat to do....culd have gone home..but i chose to stay at col n rather update ma lj...n talk to ppl !

My phone is dead !....awwww....i hate it it keeps dyin every day caz of low battery....not fair!
n to top it all i got instructions that i cant use ma fone at home.....awwwww....this is so bd !

Well...man i guess i have to stop ranting about ,my miserabl day today n let yash have this for a while !!
Hm....hopin sun wil rise tomoro again...with sunthing gud for me that is !!....oderwise i dunt care !
Well call to go....awww.....i hate this !
hopeto write in soon !!

Hi,

yaa after long i am here finally...writing again....had a real bad start today....oh wat can i say...welll cant say my luck is all that bad caz i got a fast pc in the net lab here.....hehe.( in da mood for mischief)...got a pc my sir uses......well.......but  the whole point of today was that "I, Yashu, Anji and Aditi ".....got royally scrwed by none other than out HEAD OF THE DEPT himself!.....achievement....well i dun see the point here that wen loads of other ppl in our class bunk y do we 4 only get highlighted ???[ fuming !!]

Hehe...as usual we  cooked up an instant story...wow we are gettin gud n gud at it...considering i am ranting about all this wen i am sitting in the net lab of the college !!!! Well.....finally on some nice speed of net after so so long....feels so good ! i thot wat we did was equal to screwing our lives....but apparently we are  far away from screwing out lives...hehe....time to take inspiration form " Five Point Someone" !!!!!!!!!!!!

Got to catch up on loads of things..havent attended a single lecture properly  til date...i meant by payin attention in da class.....loads of assignmets to submit...of which i dun have da questions also !
 Oh my god...times runnin have a lil scrapin left in orkut...wil do dat n leave. Hope to fill in soon of all the things we 4 did ......steps closer to scrweing our lives will continue....
:)

Yay,

I finallly missed college, ya ya i know...i thot that i wil do many things.....go thru amplifiers  n all but ....like i wil ever...hehe......i din do nything worthwhile today. Man plus i even missed to get da from from ciefl......darn......i dunno wat to do now....gawd....n da only probs is that i dun have a complany, n if i dun have that there is no chance i wil be allowd to enroll....waaaah........y ?...i wanna join. Lets see if yashu can speak to her dad ....no matter if she joins any lang......jus that i need company...man i wish anji  joins french .......well it not that bad!

All i did today ws, wake up late, laze arnd.......den went out for a while...came bk....was online...n noiw yaa..i also edited ma lj...man....finally did it after 2 hrs of sloggin....i hope its lukin nice...!!

So....well now i am scared to go to col tomoro...i missed so much today......oh god.....n also i forgot that  there was a test today n i missed ...oh dats bad news....but i wil try n make up for it. N ya as  yash said..i am nt allowd to miss for nother nxt month....i wish i can stick to it......diffficult i knw...but i have to...sum1 jus said that if i think i can do it !!*twinkle* . N ya i hope to catch up on my drawing skills soon....man..i wish i culd draw as good as some ppl do !
I'll try......i wont give up so soon!

Wish thngs are much better tomoro, n yay i get to use the college ka net lab...so i guess i shuld have no problem in keep in tuch..n updating u !.....me happy for that !!
Hoping to write in soon,
^_^

Hm...

Well.....today was kinda  good. I went to yashus place.....felt nice......watched anime all day....wow...it was cool....came bk in da evenin....n den as usual had to arrange stuff for tomoro......oh my god college again.....i am resisting hard not to bunk....man  i am really controlling....but well after watchin da world cup 2day...i dun think i wil be able to get myself up early tomoro morning. I dun wanna go...let see if i can pull it off !

Well....da world cuos gonna start soon.....i wish  not get to go to college ! Me real sleepy now......hope to get to write soon again.
But i really had fun at yashu's place !...Aunty ,makes gr8 food ( pitty anji missed it !)

Hiya !!

So i am here again, and the biggest news for today is that i got my results today, n yeah i cleared all !!!....yay...din believe it weni saw ....but yes !!
And also the sad part is that i have my colleges from tomorrow...naaaaa..i dun wanna go......so apprently this is the last day of my holidays ! Noooo..i feel so bad !
But well i cant do nything bout it.....maybe its gud in a way....i 'll get to catch up with all  ma frenz. Hm...yaa..i had a real shock wen i jus chked ma messages n each of them announced that the results were out n i dint know that. Hm...after knowing that i am did pretty decently in my exams....i went to carry on the da other works on ma mind. I visited the Center Institute for English and Foreign Languages....well yes to enroll myself into learning french...ya..i wanna learn french  on a professional front..not just as i know it now ! Oui, Je parle francias !

Hm....i really dunno wat i feel now...right now i am listening to some nice slow songs....hmm....well i feel so packed up....i stil cant believe that i have to go to college tomoro ![:(] . Nyways ma dad is quiet fine  with ma marks , so i guess i can actually ask for...hm....dunno....i'll decide l8r. 
And also that  2day is the  last day  for me to watch watever anime i can..awww.. !!
Nyways...its late already...i guess i'll watch some rk ova now...n den probably go to sleep......!
Man i hate college!!  i hope the rk ova will keep me alive for tomoro!
K den i am running out of time.....
Hope  to write in soon again !

Hello blog !

hmm...yaa i know its real real long since i wrote here but....i 4got ma password n u kno i well...missed pouring my self out..so here i am again !Yeah..i am nearing the end of the measly holidays we got...gotta go to col again this saturday...i am in second year! For this i get to raag my juniors !Hm..n yeah i dint do much in this hols..like they are called hols but....nyways i want a guitar despirately.....i wanna play it..hm...same old problem like i wil get it !...hehe..n yaa had loads of fun yesterday !..we all went out for lunch !....it was too good though i was one among the 6 who were giving the treat...Okie u shuld know wat the treat was for...well it was a treat given by all the Title Winners...in our 1st year...to our gang..( i won *{Miss. Well Dressed}* ). It was so much fun....tho many left after da lunch....da rest 7 of us had so much fun on our bikes !....cool it was one moment in my hols i can cherish !It was anji's Bday also yesterday..so double fun !

And yeah finally convinced my dad to let me learn french as a course!!..yippee !! I dunno wen wil i be able to tel him that i want a guitar !! Hm..waty else....i have so much to do i dunno wat but, dat will eventually come to my mind ! I really dunno wat to do..i mean i havent decided wat to do after ma enng..ppl say i shuld know...but!!

Wat do i do now...guess wen ma dad is back i can persuade him to lemme drive !I havent driven since so long.Hm..da whether is so dull n gloomy....i hate rainy seasons !No sunshine !...well ma pc wil bring that in ma mood ! I luv ma pc...even tho its like a dinosaur( which is y i call him DINO) :) Hmmm....i wish i can keep writing n writing i like it...but oh my god i am going to loose my net in a few days....awwww...i cannot take this pain! but i jus hope that college wil take up my time..den i wont miss it that much !!n i wanna listen to some smooth sufi music now !
Guess i'll do that n then as usual...go chk wat ma mom is doin...n then chat again on net...n doze off at 12..hehe...n bk again on net tomoro morning ! I luv wen therz net at home ! after this whole entry..i guess i sound Real Confused!...hehe...which i am ...but yeah i am like that !! I am real pissed at some idiot..who dint bother to reply to my messages !Go to Hell abhi !
At this note.....hope to write soon again....i luv writin here!!!
:)

Hmm...so here i am. i dint go to college today...just dint feel like actually yesterday was a holiday so i was like col sucks..n i dint go..it doest...and i am just so so happy about 1 thing i got my net back. And yes its al becoz of ma sis but then i wont thank her...nyway...i am happy...dad was like study..coz ma exams are cumin up..but like i'll do that with net at my place..and no dad arouund...damn i am so bad . nyway feels good to pour out everything ..out of my mind..man this is such shit...i have been stuck in a stupid relation with nanthu...damn i dunno wat to do...i just want it finish.
Damn, and i am real scared bout ma enng...not a bit of seriousness in me. Ny way i am going to be here till its jus an hour before ma folks pester me....and i wonder if i got proxy in college today..this attendance is sucha pain to keep up. ya i kno this is my 1st entry but it dosent sound that gud...so let me make a note :..i am happy to get my net back, and i am gettin to dwnload songs..wow !...dats happy enuf...k den i wish i get to write in soon...its awesome to bolg again...i miss my diary. :)